PLAYER INFORMATION

Name: seki
Journal: hurtbreak
Contact information: [AIM] seven idiots
Other characters: Homura Akemi & Oichi
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CHARACTER INFORMATION

Name: Ruka Urushibara
Age: 16
Canon: Steins;Gate
Canon point: Just before sending the d-mail to her mother's pager.

Personality:

Ruka in a word would be 'meek'.

She is quiet and does not speak unless spoken to. She is polite. She is jumpy, easily made anxious and easily frightened. She is quick to cry. She is insecure.

There's very little about her that isn't meek or demure. Because of the way she was raised-- in a shrine by traditionally Japanese parents-- she has grown up very naive and sheltered. She doesn't know many things beyond school, but nonetheless is more perceptive than she might seem at first. For example, she understands that the way Okabe acts with her is a bit of a running joke/the other being a gigantic ham 90% of the time, but she appreciates it nonetheless. She likes playing at master and disciple; she likes to rely on someone, and likes to learn things-- even if they're silly. And Okabe's acceptance of her is what makes it such a nice thing for her.

Though that said she doesn't seem to understand certain things, hence naive and gullible. For example, when someone plays at being hurt she might not get that they're just playing. She genuinely doesn't understand why someone would do that, so doesn't even consider it. And so, she is very trusting. She takes someone's word at face value most of the time, as if to be respectful or polite to them. She earnestly believes what other people will tell her. She is also similarly unwillful. She'll go along with things that make her unhappy out of fear that she'll make someone else unhappy-- all in order to be polite and what she perceives as kind to another person.

The main source behind her insecurity is the fact that when she was born, the doctors announced her as male. She considers herself a guy simply because she doesn't know that transgender people exist and that it's a real thing. This is largely thanks to her sheltered upbringing, but also in part to due to her being afraid. Even if she did know, she likely wouldn't make steps to come out despite earnestly and truly wishing for 'a girl's body' to be her own, and believing she was put in the wrong body. It's all out of fear that she calls herself a "he".

Fearfulness is a huge part of her. She's afraid of a lot of things due to never experiencing them before, and also because of rejection. It's implied that she's been rejected a fair bit by people because of her very female appearance "misleading" them, and goes so far as to fall in love with the first person to say that kind of thing didn't matter.

TL;DR she's a shy moeblob.

Weapon:

Name: Samidare
Form: A simple, red-handled naginata.

Upgrades:

• Belief: If Linked, the Player gains a Vitality boost and the Weapon gains a Durability boost.
  
• Prism Barrier: This Weapon is never weak or strong to any particular element. The Round's elemental damage bonus does not apply.
  
• Dexterity bonus: The player is able wield the weapon with more knoweldge of how to use it, and poise.
  
• Chance of Slow
  
• Wood elemental damage

Lost memories:

• 1 - Her and Hououin's first meeting.
  
• 2 - The fact that she is against cosplaying.
  
• 3 - How to tie shoelaces.
  
• 4 - The face of her father.
  
• 5 - The sword Samidare.
  
• 6 - That she is considered Hououin's pupil.
  
• 7 - What an average day at the shrine looks like.
  
• 8 - All knowledge of the IBM 5100.
  
• 9 - Mayuri calling herself "Mayushii".
  
• 10 - The color of her own eyes.

Sample:

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